How is your day going? I hope you said good. If you didnt just know it will get better. I dont know who needs to hear this, but you matter alot, even if you dont think so...You DO!! Everyone is beautiful in their way. Sometimes all you need is that one person to talk to. I have been doing pretty bad at the moment but sometimes all you need to remember is that you are a bad b**** dont let anyone tell you that you arent. It will get better trust me. It takes time. Take all the time you need. Self love is very important. I have noticed that through out the years. When i was a little girl i use to want to become a teenager because i thought it looked fun to be able to hang out with friends and go places, but now being one i wish that i could have enjoyed being a kid, being a teenager is stressful and i never realized that as a kid. Live in the present and dont dwell on the past. The most important time right now is the present. You arent a failure until you are satisfied with being one. You need to push yourself to be the best you. You are perfect and will always be. You got this!!!!! i hope you have heard this today but in case you havent...I am very proud of you, Im proud at how far you have made it, Im proud that you have kept going...I love you