should this be a song tell what yall think
On the outside I'm smiling
With happiness sometimes end with sadness
But Depression is a monster
Depression is running through my head.
With tear and blooded hearts we cry under the mask
Can't you hear my silent screams
I'm crying, but they are silent tears
How could I be so broken
Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain,
Cuz people have been entering in
Since I was born they started leaving with the darkness in my heart
I’m feeling so happy but so alone and scared when I’m by myself
I'm stuck between these walls with the sadness
Do you know a life of loneliness and one filled with pain
Living your life in a straight jacket inside a white padded room with no external sensations
I’m feeling Helpless awareness that all of the parts that make me myself and my feelings
