Why does Hayden feel like she is
living the same day over and over?

Answer:
"Each day she tried to hide and get rid of the monster"
...aka.....She's d e p r e s s e d.. that's why.
The monster is her "d e p r e s s i o n" that she is hiding from..
And that's why she feels like she is living the same day over and over.
...d e p r e s s i o n makes u feel like that.