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tbh i feel the same. I hide it so well bc if my parents even found out in the slighest way they wld put me on meds :/ .(they specifally tld me that) I lay at night staring at the blurry ceiling as tears pour down my face while worried thoughts go thru my head. I've been so close to saying bye to everything. But then theirs that one little voice in my head that says if you give up now you'll never get to experience all those WONDERFUL things in the future. Jus push and try a lil harder and you never know whats in the future. It sucks life really does. And i dont think anyone can truly be 100% happy i think theirs always that one thing yk? Thats why whenever i get the opportunity i try and jus say f it, and do that crAzY thing and suprise everyone. I hate when pple see me broken so i always shut pple out and it sucks so ik exactly how you kinda are :/ JUs pls lmk if you wanna talk alr. im always here.
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