(I picked the health subject because it's about the human body?)

AHEM, Help! So I did research and you can't be a futa unless you have male genitalia and female genitalia. I am female, born female, but hate my female genitalia and feel much more comfortable with a d---aka male genitalia WITHOUT have the v---aka female genitalia. I hate the term Shemale but can not use the term futa. any help? YES I KNOW THIS IS NOT FOR THIS WEBSITE- but I was scared to ask any other website screeee